Back from the dead

It's been a looong time since I updated this last time. It was in December 2013. It has been over 5 years! WTF?! What happeaned? Well, life. I focused on other things in my life like working and my oddities collection. Maybe it's the spring and hormones but now I have been drawn to the kinky scene more and more. I have been more active in Fet Life, Dark Fetish Network and BDSM baari. I even made the mistake by selling some of my nazi stuff and now I'm trying to get some of it back...like my SS dagger. I ordered a new one. I'm hoping it'll arrive later this week.

Christmas

This is what I got from my dear friend for Christmas. She's so sweet! Even though she doesn't understand my fetish, she's willing to add to my collection. :)

And I know that I haven't been updating my blog for a loooong time (since May). 

I'll try to be more active next year.

Necklace

I bought this cute necklace from Horror Shop Helsinki.

Web store

Dead Adolf with hot chicks!

Ok, now I finally bought the magazine and here's the full spread! :D

Girls and Corpses

Prisoner's uniform

I have been trying to find perfect "pyjamas" but it's REALLY difficult to find just the right color or perfect stripes. I bought this pyjamas from a regular store and tried to dye it with "antique grey". I'm not a 100% happy with the result but it's better than what I started with. Yesterday I found these shoes. They are close enough. I made this star myself. It's a little bit too bright and I have to find darker fabric somewhere.

Dreaming of a white Christmas

I'm dreaming of a white Christmas...

I decorated this all by myself! :)

White Christmas Parody

(This is just too funny!)

I did some serious shopping in St Petersburg, Russia, last weekend. 

Notice cute Christmas balls! :)

Poetry

You, who you are a poet…

That you who are a poet,

may be alone, alone in your wanting,

that may be your pride! That you are missing

the friend, the woman, who are faithful to you,

accept it! I know that the word is

an empty comfort when tears are rolling,

accept it, accept it!

He who walked through big and small pain –

like pearls beaded on a string, with

thousand of hearts hanging on it –

with power and courage,

he who suffered pain,

and put it in a song and melody,

will not despair in pain!

Yes, free yourself in a song, free yourself!

Your words of poetry will express

the beauty and value of this world.

-Dr. Josef Mengele-